My Everything ♥ !?

the song that is currently playing on my ipod . . .

i feel so sick ! i miss my boy!
arghhh..how am i going to survive in another 239 days !? and what if it's more than 239 days ?
Will we really gonna get through this and still stay together !
I guess it depends on our faith, this time i do believe we can stay strong until the day we can hold each other again.

Well, i know some of u girls may think arrhhh..this is crap ! cause i've always say this kinda things and at the end i dump them for another guy. Maybe this time he change me, maybe he's THE ONE . . who knows right !?

Im . . . speechless ?! I feel lonely sometimes . . . i miss all the laughters we used to have, his softess voice on the phone when i was asleep, the hugs and kisses, the argue, silence moments and the way he comfort me when im mad/sad/angry .

p/s : i miss my family too (including my doggies) , my girlfriends too . . . memories of fun times will always be in my heart !

♥ everyone who i'd mention on this post!