ever imagine how hard it feels when u have to leave your love ones behind ? including families, bffs, maybe a couple of close friends but no so close (lol) and yeah YOUR BF (when both are really into each another)!
i've been telling myself. . . i should not think too much nor cry too much cause im leaving for good - im following what my heart tells me and chase my dream to achieve my goal !
but when i look him in the eyes, when i hug him and hear his soft voices over the phone . . . i just couldn't hold back my tears - i cried like a baby, even worse cause it never stop for hours
*my eyes are O_O now*
how am i going to leave without him bullying me, scolding me, whispering beside my ears, bearhug me until i cant breath and kiss me whenever he drops me off !!!
i know it's real hard, not only me but him as well . . . i know he's strong but when i look in his eyes, i see lots of thoughts are going through in his mind. He keeps supporting me and giving me guts that i'm gonna be okay. . . well, maybe i should listen and swallow it and believe him, it might be true =)
no matter how far we're apart, lets pray and hope our love will grow stronger !
promise you, i'll take good care of myself and study smart =)
傻佬, 我爱你 *wink*
gonna miss ya day and night. . .every min and second. . .
XoX0
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