Settling yet ?

* Sydney Opera House

It's the 2nd week since im here, in this beautiful country and busy city just like we had back home (M'sia) -cutting the long hours operation in shopping mall and a plus sign to bars which opens on daytime till night.

Im loving it here already - they have great architecture, fine arts, gigantic and magnificent skyscrapper, different culture and yeah friendly people !

Just in less than 9 days, i've gone to most sydney higlights like darling harbor, opera house, sydney fish markets, sydney town hall, star city (casino), bondi beach, coogee beach and lots of other interesting places here. I can give *5 stars* to their public transport system (buses and cityrail- mainly) cause they are always puntual and never late. Weather is still okay, sometimes it can be HOT like oven (43deg. - last few days ago), cold winds at night though. Oh well, i just have to adapt myself in order to live better and happier xD

It was like a dream that i'm starting a new begining/life which are far faraway from my home sweet home. I've always wanted and wish to study abroad since when?! . . 12 years old? yeah. . . and now WOW! i've travelled thousand miles to this wonderful city to fufill my goals.

There's no turning back or looking back at the past, i just have to keep going and going until i become SOMEBODY in future. I wanna learn, experience, explore, succeed and be at the top ! I believe that a person who have skills (any) is a plus point to them cause it gives much much more opportunity and choices in the working environment . . maybe? hmm.. that was my i thought though. . .

let's fight all these homesick feelings and concentrate to be a good student ! XD
ohhhh...i really miss home !

Farewell my home sweet home

[*rmbr, 10 years later. . .we're gonna get a diamond ring. . .lol]

Finally . . . the day has come, its time to leave home and start a new life in a alienated place >.< i'm save and sound in sydney now ! im happy, TIRED, and i am missing HIM lots, same goes to my girls XD

thanks a lot for driving me to KLIA and send me off, it means more than anything cause action speaks louder than word, sorry that i made u girls cry. . . i just couldn't help it when they hugged me too tight.

and yeah, the photos and love letters (hahaha) . . . OMG, it made me cry and laugh at the same time . . . those are the best gifts ever ! not the glossy paper printed with colors but the people, the venue, the laughter, smiles, crazy and silly faces which made every pieces a good picture !!!

thanks to my ex-roomies ~ joyce, gina, nozy and kashmir, you girls did surprise me with the send off . . . glad u girls cared of me and our friendship. Its never a waste being roomates and freinds for past 2 years. keep in touch, cause i believe we'll meet again.


all of my love ones back in M'sia . . . take good care, im gonna miss you all

It's hard to hold back the feelings inside O_O

ever imagine how hard it feels when u have to leave your love ones behind ? including families, bffs, maybe a couple of close friends but no so close (lol) and yeah YOUR BF (when both are really into each another)!

i've been telling myself. . . i should not think too much nor cry too much cause im leaving for good - im following what my heart tells me and chase my dream to achieve my goal !

but when i look him in the eyes, when i hug him and hear his soft voices over the phone . . . i just couldn't hold back my tears - i cried like a baby, even worse cause it never stop for hours
*my eyes are O_O now*

how am i going to leave without him bullying me, scolding me, whispering beside my ears, bearhug me until i cant breath and kiss me whenever he drops me off !!!
i know it's real hard, not only me but him as well . . . i know he's strong but when i look in his eyes, i see lots of thoughts are going through in his mind. He keeps supporting me and giving me guts that i'm gonna be okay. . . well, maybe i should listen and swallow it and believe him, it might be true =)

no matter how far we're apart, lets pray and hope our love will grow stronger !
promise you, i'll take good care of myself and study smart =)

傻佬, 我爱你 *wink*
gonna miss ya day and night. . .every min and second. . .

XoX0

Goodbye girlfriends ♥

* me, chien, rachel, theng* BFF

It's sad to say we have to be apart from each another =( but our friendships will never be
thats for sure, promise?

many thanks to u girls, because . . .

♥ be there for me when i needed u girls
♥ makes my day
♥ gives me heart attack
♥ makes me nerve-wrecking (sometimes)
♥ support me with whatever reasons *love euuu ppl* ♥ giggles lots and lots and lots
♥ learn from each other
♥ having each another to share ups and downs
♥ pamper and nurture each other?
♥ secrets sharing
♥ accepts compliments & criticism with an open heart
♥ there's always someone who take place in the head and heart
♥ sing-along in the car
♥ shopping
♥ yam- cha (yin yong)
♥ cam-whore at times
♥ cooking , baking (though just a few time but it still a memory)
♥ etc, etc, etc ... and the list goes on...





always keep in mind, no matter how far i am or even if we are too busy and forget to drop a message to each other . . . i promise u will still be remembered.

promise, no one can replace u girls cause u ppl are tattooed in my heart, my head and maybe my feet XD . . . i know im being too mushy here but i just cant stop it . . . hahahaha . . cause i love you, love you, love you girls !

XOXO

Moi~ Signature cupcake & my Passion

(my signature cupcake * carrot cuppacake top with creamy cheesy)

it's all about festive seasons, birthdays, special occasion, baking for your love ones or do it just because i felt like it.

well, i love my masterpiece though it looks simple but yeah the taste wasn't that bad *wink*, even it's not that creative (design) compared to those profession but im working on it.
one day. . . it's gonna be my dream come true ! a pastry chef or a kitchen artist (décorateur) *grins*

here's some of my masterpiece :

(mud brownies)

(tiramiss-you)

(kiwi chilled cheesecake for my dearie)

(chocolate slice)

(chocolate cupcake)

there are more actually . . well, gonna upload later
promise, more exciting and creative artwork will be post once im in LCB ! X)

New Year 2009

Welcome to the Ox year of 2009 !

This is my very first post since i've created it for a while . . . i realized that life isn't that bad, i should have appreciate what i've got since now and then. I believe everyone has a story to tell and so do i cause im looking forward to write down most of my interesting journey in new place (NSW).

current feelings : empty? noooo...im excited yet sad cause i'll be leaving home to Sydney in just 5 days, it is my dream come true X) . I've always wanted to go abroad for further studies, i'm attracted with their modern design skyscraper, their culture, food culture (wines, cheeses and a great variety of pastries), weather and how they apply the word 'relaxation' in their social life.

I'll use this opportunity to learn, grow, explore, and experience to be a better someone =)
Let's hope that this new year will bring lotsa good lucks on my journey and May God Bless me, my family and all my love ones here (M'sia).

XOXO